Kitchen Revamp

Kitchen Revamp

Our Home: kitchen
Our Home: kitchen
Old yucky kitchen.

Kitchen
Kitchen
New lovely kitchen.

So my Mom left this morning after being here for the past two weeks. She came out after Michael’s death to help me with the paperwork and emotional fallout. My family’s method of dealing with stress is different than most others. Where others cry and hold each other, we tend to do a project, like replacing curtains, ripping up the kitchen floor and redoing the cupboards (more photos can be found on my Flickr account.)

My Uncle Stan also came over for a day (he drove all the way from Indiana!) to offer his emotional support. In other words, he replaced (and installed) my dishwasher and range hood while simultaneously watching my sick kids with my Mom so that Caswallon and I could attend the funeral.

My family completes me.

Michael Greg Stewart

Michael Greg Stewart

StarBear's Pony Party

Michael Greg Stewart
April 21, 1983 – February 20, 2013.

My ex-husband and the father of my children died from depression a few days ago. Beyond this post I do not wish to talk about the death publicly. In spite of everything, he was still one of my close friends, and we had a peaceful and amiable divorce. There will be an obituary in tomorrow’s paper and a full on in next Wednesday’s paper. (Edit: Michael’s Obituary)

I wanted to post this since I am seeking people who may have met Michael since we divorced this past year. If you knew him and would like to attend the funeral, which will be Saturday, March 2nd, you can contact me through Facebook (Kira Stewart-Watkins) for details, or I can email you through the comments on this post if you wish.

I hope… I hope that Michael has found the peace he sought in life. I appreciate your prayers while we go through this difficult time.

Grain-Free Breakfasts

Grain-Free Breakfasts

Primal Cereal

Our main weekday breakfast here is our version of cereal, which is frozen berries I thaw overnight in the fridge, a chopped up banana and a small handful of mixed walnut and almonds, topped with a little bit of heavy cream or whole milk. Simple and really fast, since I prefer the extra sleep to a more elaborate breakfast.

Primal Scotch Eggs Primal Pancakes

On days off or weekends I like a little variety though. This weekend I made scotch eggs and experimented with pancakes again.

Scotch eggs are really simple. They are just hard boiled eggs enrobed in breakfast sausage (which I get from my local butcher) and then pan fried. Sometimes I add a little lard to help with the frying but normally the sausage I get is plenty fatty on it’s own. I always make extras because they hold up really well in a lunch box.

Pancakes are one of my only would-like-to-recreate food from when we ate grain. Not for myself, but for the kids, especially my daughter, since pancakes are her favorite food. This weekend I think we finally hit upon a recipe she approves of. I cannot claim it’s creation as my own, it is almost directly from Nourishing Days, with a few tweaks that are our own.

Coconut Flour Pancakes

Ingredients

  • 4 eggs
  • 1/2 cup heavy cream
  • 3/4 cup whole milk
  • 1 tablespoon maple syrup
  • 1/2 cup coconut flour
  • 1 teaspoon baking soda
  • 1/2 tsp cinnamon

Instructions

  1. Heat griddle to 350F (you could do this in a frying pan too, I just happen to own an electric griddle.)
  2. Beat eggs and milk together, add maple syrup. Sift in coconut flour, baking soda, and cinnamon. Stir until combined.
  3. Ladle heaping tablespoons of batter onto the griddle about 2 inches apart. (I smoothed them out a little with the back of the spoon too, though this is mostly because my son helped me make them and his version of “gently scoop” and mine are soooomewhat different.)
  4. Flip after the top starts to dry out slightly. This is hard. Coconut flour products are more tender and do not hold up as well as wheat products, so this takes a little practice and is why I only used a heaping tablespoon worth of batter. I use a really flat spatula and scrapped under the pancake really quickly to get under the whole thing before flipping.
  5. Eat warm with delicious toppings like berries, maple syrup, or whipped cream (plain without sweetener.)

They are pretty good cold as a snack later on in the day too, with a little sunbutter.

Dinner into Lunch

Dinner into Lunch

Lunch #2
Dinner #2Since my children are still in Head Start they have to eat the meals provided to them there; so, for the moment, lunch is something I only make for Caswallon and myself. The vast majority of the time our lunches are a simple matter of carrying dinner leftovers over to lunch in some incarnation or another. In tonight’s case it was just turning our leftovers of steak and eggs (family favorite and incredibly fast) into a big salad.

So mesclun mix, diced cold steak and a little cold asparagus from dinner with a couple gherkins and some feta thrown in. The little container in the second compartment has some raspberry vinaigrette in it, as well as a little cheese wheel, a mandarin and some grain-free trail mix with a few dark chocolate covered raisins. All ready to be grabbed out of the fridge tomorrow morning before setting off for the day.

As a side note, the main thing to remember if you are using a container like Caswallon’s tiffin is just to separate anything really wet, like the dressing, from the lettuce, or things are really soggy and gross by lunch the next day. If you don’t want to invest in all the stainless steel containers that we have, just pack it into a quart sized mason jar. Seriously. Put your dressing on the bottom, then the heavier stuff and then cram in a ton of lettuce on top. It keeps surprisingly well and when you pour it out on the plate the dressing ends up on top and your work is all done for you.

Ultra Lazy Dinner

Ultra Lazy Dinner

Lazy Primal
The kids are at their father’s this evening, which usually means I make something a little special for Caswallon and I… or utterly lazy. Since I have been a bit under the weather along with the kids I opted for lazy.

Ultra lazy.

So take a romaine heart leaf, spoon some leftover ranch on it, add some Open Nature salami and top with feta. Fold up like a taco and eat. Repeat.

I would have cracked open a hard cider but we are all out. Fine. Water it is. Ewww.


Homemade Ranch Seasoning

  • 1/2 cup dried parsley
  • 4 tsp dried dill
  • 4 tsp garlic powder
  • 4 tsp onion powder
  • 2 tsp dried basil
  • 2 tsp pepper

You could just mix it all up in a canning jar and store it, but I like to pulse mine a few times in a food processor first before I do that. I add about 1 tbsp to a cup of whole fat strained yogurt to make a spread, or thin it with some cream to make dressing. A little homemade mayo adds a nice extra flavor to it too. It is better if it sits for a few hours before eating.

Salmon Stuffed Mini Bells

Salmon Stuffed Mini Bells

Primal Lunch Primal Lunch
While trying to figure out a new direction for my blog I decided that I probably over-think quite a few things far too much. Instead of making time for the all projects I would like to do and share, perhaps I should focus on the ones I already do, no matter how mundane they might seem to me. We’ll see how that goes.

Since November our whole little family has switched to a primal/paleo diet. Not for weight loss purposes, but for health reasons. For those who do not know, my posslq, Caswallon, has a form of epilepsy caused a brain cysts he has had since birth. It is one of those unusual understudied varieties of epilepsy that they pretty much just throw drugs at until something sticks. (Note: I have nothing against medication, in all likelihood without them and his shunt Caswallon would be dead by now, so I am grateful.) There is not much that can be done to control a brain that randomly decides to mess with one’s body, but that doesn’t mean we don’t try.

So this lifestyle has have changed to is an attempt to reduce the amount of seizures Caswallon has. It is based on a modified ketogenic diet which has tremendous success in helping to control some forms of epilepsy. It is modified because a ketogenic diet is very notoriously difficult to adhere to and the modified version, which is basically a form of low carb diet works almost as well for adults and with a few modifications is suitable for the rest of us in the household. So far we have had almost a 50% reduction in seizures, so I am inclined to say it is working well. He has seizure flare ups from time to time, but almost always when we slip up and order a gob of Chinese takeout, or eat a whole cheesecake or something. (Side note, my chronic migraines are for the most part gone. Not complaining. I am sure I have lost some weight too, but I don’t keep track.)

“What what can’t you eat?” is the first question I usually get about it. Grains and refined sugar mostly. So no rice, bread, oatmeal, pasta, corn, cakes, some legumes, white or brown sugar, soda… I prefer to focus on what we can eat though, high-fat foods, nuts, meat, fish, plenty of fruit and vegetables, honey and maple syrup in moderation, chocolate, heavy cream, whole milk, cheeses… Mostly though, people get hung up on the whole grain thing, “I don’t know how you can live without bread/pasta!?” tends to be one of the first things out of people’s mouth. Honestly I have abstained from grain for so long now, I really don’t miss it. It feels like a bland food additive to me rather than anything else. The transition was somewhat harder for Caswallon, who grew up here in the United States where grain and low-fat feels it is central to everything, but he is pretty damn stubborn too, so he got through the whole carb craving phase. He misses things like Donut Parade, but also admits that while he craves it, it is mostly psychological because when he eats it, it just doesn’t taste as good any more, and then it gives him more seizures too.

Anyhow, what this ramble is all leading to is just a simple recipe that makes up in less than 20 minutes. It perfect for our lunch boxes and is kind of like our version of a sandwich. The amounts are really flexible in this recipe, but I usually use about 3 oz of salmon and 6 oz of cream cheese (the kids steal the other 2 oz when I am making it) and it fills about 16 mini bell peppers depending on their size. I like the combination of sweet crunchy bell peppers with the smoky creamy filling.


Salmon Stuffed Mini Bells

Ingredients:

  • Cream Cheese, softened
  • Wild-Caught Smoked Salmon
  • Mini Bell Peppers

Instructions:

  1. Cut the tops off the bell peppers and carefully cut out the seeds. I have little fingers so I just kind of reach in and scrap them out. Set aside.
  2. Break up the salmon into little pieces into a medium sized bowl. The kind I buy (at Winco) just kind of flakes apart when I rub it between my fingers, so I do that. Mince it up it yours is more solid than that.
  3. Dump your cream cheese in and smooch it up with a spoon. Using a smaller spoon (or if you loath dishes as much as I do, lick off the spoon, flip it around and use the narrow flat part on the other end) pack the mixture gently into the empty mini bell peppers. If you pack it too hard sometimes the bell peppers will split, they are pretty sturdy little things though.
  4. Pack into a container for the lunch the next day, or eat some and save the rest of the lunch, or eat them all and buy a salad in the school cafeteria the next day.

Nails

Nails

Jaspenelle's Birthday Party
So I haven’t posted in almost a month so here is a photo from my 27th birthday party (more here) and a few of my favorite nails I’ve done.

Friends
From Christmas.

Diagonal Nails PCB Nails
Blue with diagonal silver tips (photo by Andrea Parrish) and printed circuit boards.

Nebula Nails
Nebulas. (Photo by Andrea Parrish.)

Zombie Outbreak Response Kit

Zombie Outbreak Response Kit

Caswallon's Gift

This is what I made for Caswallon for Yule, inspired by a pin I saw on pinterest several months ago. I received a lot of help getting all the warnings and wording right, as well as the box contents. Other then the Boomer Excretion label and the folded up preparedness checklists (the CDC has a section on their site for zombies, love it) I made all the labeling myself. I picked hard candies to wrap since I had a feeling Caswallon was not really going to want to “wreck” it all by eating it (which I was right about.) The exception being the Resident Evil herbs, those are Toblerone bars. Might be showing our gamer age a bit with those. I also gave Caswallon the nerf gun as part of the gift and the most recently Walking Dead comic (not pictured.)

Yule 2012

Yule 2012

Yule 2012

Yule 2012My father and his wife have stayed with us for 6 days this past week and it was so great. It has been 4 1/2 years since I have seen him and I had never met her. Maria is such a wonderful and warm person and my Dad is as great as ever. Last time Dad was here, SpaceFox was barely a couple months old and StarBear had not been born yet. So with 4 1/2 years to catch up on with the grandkids, and it is probably unnecessary to point out, but the kids were completely spoiled and loved every last second of it. Dad and Maria left to visit family in Mexico yesterday.

The only hitch in the week is that we were way sick. Caswallon and I ended up having to go to urgent care on the third day, we both have bacterial bronchitis and I have walking pneumonia. The kids needed to go to the pediatrician too and them both needed antibiotics as well. SpaceFox was especially sick so Caswallon stayed home with him a couple times (they made it through the first Halo together in their sick time) so he could recover best. The extra time relaxing at home allowed to extra talking and getting to know each other though, so a hidden blessing.

Maria saw a substantial amount of snow for the time time and made a snowman with help from StarBear. We also gave her her first cold to take home with her, since you know, we are generous like that.

Yule 2012
Snow!

Yule 2012
Grandma and Grandpa Heath stopped by to drop off some presents and hang out for awhile. SpaceRox was so sick this day he didn’t even want to open his presents from them.

Yule 2012
Caswallon and SpaceFox starting the huge Lego project.

Yule 2012
Feeding the goat at Riverfront Park.

We celebrate Winter Solstice, so Dad and Maria were able to be here for that, though we celebrated a day late due to sickness. Both kids are practically rolling in new stuff. We received a Kinect and Kinect game from my family who lives across the country and those have been high in the ranking of the current favorites toys. That and the huge lego set SpaceFox got and the My Little Pony castle StarBear recieved. I have a ton of pictures from that, as well as the whole visit.

I hope your holidays have been as wonderful as ours so far.

Ornaments

Ornaments

Ornaments

The kids wanted to make Solstice gifts for their preschool teachers and the city bus driver we see in the morning. So we made salt dough ornaments and last night painted them.

Ornaments

And added glitter, can’t forget the glitter.

Ornaments

Looooooooots of glitter.

A couple of my friends call glitter the herpe of the craft world because it gets everywhere, whether you want it to or not. Now to break three-year-old StarBear of the habit of asking for herpes because she thinks it is a synonym for glitter. Whoops!

It was so awesome watching SpaceFox and StarBear give them out today. Pretty much every adult we run into on a regular basis from home to school in the morning got one. The bus driver, their teachers, assistant teachers, the cook, the front desk secretary, the site coordinators for their daycare, the bus driver home…

So cute. So proud of my kids for coming up with the idea in the first place too. I am so blessed.